This Is Why I Worry About Being Normal (and its effects on my relationship....)

Am I...normal?

This is a question I've asked myself many times around many different things.

If I dig deeper and ask myself what's underneath this question, it's about being belonging.

It's about being worthy.

This Is Why Giving Everything To Your Work and Kids Means Your Relationship Is Non-Existent

Last week I was sitting in a session with my psychologist when he said, 

"You should commit suicide if you don't feel worthy."

My jaw didn't drop open (uh, I was too busy being polite), but the shock did hit me so that I blinked several times wondering if those words had actually come out of his mouth.